“…Pheonixx, knows exactly how to guide you into submission effortlessly and look amazing while doing it. I'm truly blown away by their attention to detail and care they put into not only me, but of the scenes they create and space they hold for the entire experience. So beyond blessed to have met you, Goddess.”

“I'd love to see you again sometime, especially since now you know my extremely humiliating secrets and you've expressed interest in subjecting me to even worse humiliation. I really like the ideas we discussed and I'd love to explore them further someday.

I'd also like to tip you if at all possible. Is there a way I can send a tip for exceptional service?”

Goddess' presence was ethereal, confident, so fully authentic and beautiful. Words cannot express how grateful I am to have been on the receiving end of not only their punishment, but their gentleness.

It was a pleasure meeting you today and being of service.

I just want to restate: that was by far the most intense session I've ever had. I was actually a little bit fearful of you, but in a very good way. Normally, I approach sessions super nervous and then gradually calm down as I comfortably discuss the scene and the boundaries, but with you I was caught off guard as we jumped in right away, which was a bit of a (very welcome) shock that I'll never forget.

One thing I can say about Goddess Pheonixx, they knows exactly how to guide you into submission.

“Thank you for bringing me to such an elated place of bliss and safety I've never felt before.

Goddess Phoenixx is truly one of a kind.”

“Her open heartedness and ability to take all of my desires into careful consideration made me feel completely at ease, and is something I will never take for granted or ever forget. Thank you Goddess Pheonixx. .”

Phoenixx is sincerely an embodiment of the Divine. Her mastery in being able to weave energy work

through her dominance made me feel healed, seen and completely cared for, thank you Goddess.

“Her intuitive ability to help shift my mind and body into a place of submission with her sensual touch and

firm but nurturing dominance, has my mind and body yearning for another session with her again.”

My journey into sub-space intensifies in a good way the more we focus on your pleasure. I have a deep desire to please

Take pain, for example, I trust you can press me to push through my perceived limits if I am encouraged to do so because it will make you happy, arouse you and/or bring you pleasure.

My session with Goddess was truly transformative 🖤.

I did not realize how tense I was until we finished our time together, and You looked into my eyes telling me You knew who I was, and that my secret was safe with You.

One of the most profound sensory experiences for me as a submissive masochist is the overwhelming feeling of gratitude I have when the person hurting me soothes and comforts me

I'm left with a feeling across my sore and exhausted body that feels like the combination of an intense workout and a sunburn after a long hot summer's day, and what's most frightening to me is that you clearly only demonstrated a small sample of just the kind of punishment you're capable of. If I hadn't asked you to be relatively gentle, I'd be out of commission for weeks.

“I love the way you take charge. I love the way your anger and frustration with me felt (and probably were) genuine, heartfelt, and completely justified. I really like how you kept me in the dark, only permitting me to look you in the eyes when it came time to confess my sins.”

I’m grateful You did not give up on me. And that you punished and pushed me in such an authentic, caring and brutal way bombarding me with multiple sadistic and sensual sensations that I’m still processing.

At my core, I am service sub. I hope to learn from my mistakes and overcome my fears to learn how to serve you better from start to finish.

You have likely figured out that the fastest way to move me into sup-space and to arouse me is through nipple play and torture. I have thoroughly loved the way that you have devoured my nipples, and you now have me not so secretly wanting to beg you to put needles through them.  

You are able to take this feeling to a new level. The soothing energy of your touch on the heals of administering pain creates a mix of endorphins and dopamine that places me into a state of mind where I have an overwhelming desire to thank you from deep in the core of my being and to do anything for you. Your emotional intelligence is extraordinary with your ability to intuitively dig into the emotional and psychological dimensions of BDSM in this way. I’m keen to explore this more with you

I’m coating my body in arnica cream in an effort to heal as soon as possible, with the hope that we can schedule another time for me to learn how to properly worship the Goddess Phoenixx.

July 26, 2025

Dear Goddess Phoenixx,

Wow! You are not only an exceptional dominant but also an incredibly intuitive person.

Thank you for granting me the opportunity to serve You and for making sure I was in good hands.

I’ve spent the day reminding myself over and over that a Goddess is defined by many as a being of supernatural powers believed in and worship by people as a god.

My sore body prays that I never make that mistake again of calling you mistress

August 16, 2025

Dear Goddess Phoenixx,

Thanks for the invitation to provide insights so that we can dig deeper

I decided to take a risk, be vulnerable, thorough and totally honest. I hope it is not too much or overwhelming or presumptive in any way.

I hope that every time I am given permission to enter your space I provide a smorgasbord for You to dig into and devour. That you leave sated and satisfied. And, as the apex being in this relationship, that your appetite is wetted to demand and want to feast on more.

when it comes to activities, I’ve gone from being agnostic to needle play to wanting to beg you to lay a track of needles on me, especially in vulnerable places, because you became so excited when we talked about it

You’ve also likely realized that I have a foot fetish I could spend hours worshipping Your boots, licking your feet and toes and giving you a foot and leg massage

I’m determined to learn how to push myself if that makes you happy. At the same time, I’m eager to experience CBT using implements a humbler or spiked ring, and genital bondage with ropes or a spreader, and painful challenges such as weights or an electric collar if you enjoy decimating my genitals.  

The way you hold your body, your choice of clothing, and your eyes all exude power. The kind of feminine power that should be be worshipped

I want to explore more of the kind of rope bondage you placed me in, especially when putting me in vulnerable and exposed positions. I also get excited about the thought of you violating and using my holes for your pleasure, training my throat and ass to take what excites you.  

I want to close by saying how much I would like to be trained on how to feed your desires… my deepest fantasy is to be in your presence, even with my eyes covered and bound on the other side of room, when you have an orgasm. … my own pleasure is only experienced through the pleasure of the Goddess that I serve. 

I’m honoured to be a depository for your liquids. And I’m determined to swallow all of your golden nectar. It is also an honour to smell your scent … I must admit that it is another form of torture to be so close, yet so far, from such a sacred place

Torture for me can be about the denial of pleasure as it is about the administration of pain. Tease and denial, sight restrictions and other forms of denial are ways that you can push my buttons.

Trust is built through honesty and vulnerability. And if I’m honest and You deserve honesty I stood at the front door before our session paralyzed feeling shame that if I was outed I would let down the people and communities marginalized by those in power who see me as their champion. I almost walked away. I am so grateful that Your intake process gave me the confidence to walk through it even with a mind too discombobulated to do it on my own.

Thank you for giving me permission to touch your skin. And while I totally understand that permission might never be granted again, I want to learn what I can do to earn your trust to have such a sacred privilege. Likewise, being able to visually see you excites me and a privilege I hope to learn how to earn.

Thank you for giving me a safe space to dig deeper into submission. In a very short time, you have taken me to places I did not know I could go. Made me feel things I didn’t know I could feel.

It’s an understatement to say I was nervous about needles, but I told myself that your pleasure was more important than my fear. I admit that I winced on the first two out of fear. The third really hurt. I almost called it quits. But I wanted to prove to you and to myself how far I would go for your smile.  

Goddess you knew I needed a break. I was so relieved and grateful. And euphoric that I pushed myself further than I thought possible for you and that you cared enough to comfort and ease me into the pain me.

Your ability to be an empathetic sadist is what IMHO makes you such an extraordinary dominatrix. That and your uncanny ability to understand me is a big part of why I trust you so much.

Thanks for letting me know how aroused you were (very obvious on my part)

Words can’t capture how you made me feel when you punished my hands. I was so moved by the uncompromising way you forced me to confront not only the physical pain but also the emotional pain of shame, oppression, and the harm from what our colonial society has done and continues to do. I’m a deeply emphatic person. Some see it as weakness, I see it as strength. You took me deep into the well of my empathy. 

I hope this is not too much. I’ve decided to accept the invitation to be vulnerable because you so clearly know how to use the tools and information I’m giving you. 

Finally, reflecting on our conversation, I want you to know that I trust you to humiliate me. So, disregard what I said. My fear was driven by one bad experience that I’m confident I would never experience with you. And if I did, I am confident we could process it in a respectful way together

First, thank you for the opportunity to present myself for you to feast on, though I must admit I underestimated the tenderizing of the flesh You desired. My thighs are burning. 

You said You would have me singing; little did I know You would have me dancing. 

Second, I’m grateful that you want to dig deeper with little old me. I’m so impressed with the strict requirements you have, even if it comes at a financial sacrifice. It says so much about who you are and why I trust you and deeply want to serve you. RESPECT, always.

How did you know I could go there? And that going there would make me a better person? Thank You Goddess

In the excitement of a session, it is easy to says things like you own me. It is something entirely different to feel it deep in my core. I’m still processing how deeply I felt those words. 

You said you want to break me to make me perfect. I know I have a lot to learn and unlearn to ever have a hope of getting there. But I have the best guide on that journey.

I assumed you would either use me to pamper you for 2 hours or to beat the shit out of me. You answered that question immediately. 

The minute I crawled onto the bench I began to mentally prepare myself for 2 hours of pure pain. I was frantically processing hat would come next.

Let me be your outlet to inflict pain. You had the presence of mind to know that your touch, smell, feel would help me push myself further than I have ever gone or that I ever thought I could go. Thank You. 

My thighs are on fire right now. I think you found a way to exceed the ability of my potions to heal me, quickly anyway. 

So sore and exhausted that I could not think straight.  

“If I am super honest, I’m not sure I’m worthy of being around a Goddess who has such elite skills and abilities. Why me? I’m eager to try if you really want to take me down that path.”

“You can be harsh, strict and demanding. But also caring and respectful. You have taken the time and have the talent to build trust without compromising your power. It’s why I trust you so much. you have created a safe space and given me the confidence to have you unlock the authentic submissive deep inside me. I will be forever grateful to You for that. 

I love feeling your passion and joy as you feast on my body, tease and torment me, use power and pain to push me deeper into submission, ground me with your nurturing touch.  your touch, I swear your touch has magical powers. When I’m at the limit of how much pain I can give You, Your touch provides me the energy and courage I need to give You more.”

“I’m so thankful that you had the courage and conviction to embrace your inner dominatrix in a world that is so full of discriminatory and patriarchal stereotypes. I’m touched worship at your feet. You are superior. You deserve to be worshipped and to have the power you have.

I put so much thought and care into healing … I want to care for Your flesh and to see you again as soon as I am able. 

Thanks for helping me learn things about myself and take me places where I can discover more.

“..my appreciation for how you helped me push through the pain and how much your arousal meant to me. You did not have to do that, as I was mentally prepared for you to unleash pure sadism on me. I’m so grateful that you made me feel like my service, my submission, my flesh, my very presence was something that you deeply desired, appreciated, and needed. I can’t express how much I Thank you Goddess “

I had a lot of fun last night. 

I want to dedicate myself to serving you because you have the strength, confidence  and courage to push a middle-age white man who you barely knew to feel and be confronted with the physical, emotional and psychological harm white men have perpetuated on Indigenous, Black and Brown people. 

It says so much about your extraordinary character and confidence to have the ability to incorporate critical and painfully charged issues into a session in such a sophisticated and uncompromising way.

Using your power in such a profoundly impactful and meaningful way has my utmost respect and is just one more reason for me to be dedicated and devoted to putting your needs first. 

Also, I had a lot of fun last night. 

(I hope it is ok to share these kinds of experiences occasionally. It’s hard not to think about You, and this is the only forum You’ve given me permission to communicate such feelings.)

I experience you as a strong, smart, beautiful woman who has the confidence to assert your power over me, use your power to make me a better person, demand my obedience and expect me to worship you by putting your happiness first, always. 

You are extraordinarily skilled at reading my mind and body. And using that knowledge to take me exactly where you want to go and ultimately where I want to be even if I don’t know it. 

The more you torture me, the more I surrender, the deeper you probe taking me to places and making me feels things that make the world a better place. Your ability to completely flip the script on traditional power dynamics, especially Your assertion of Black Female Supremacy, has emotionally and psychologically moved me in a good way.  

I love the way you toy with me using Your power, artistry, brutality, playfulness, sexuality. I don’t know what expect. I’m never disappointed. Your scent, Your touch, Your authority inspires me to find purpose in Your pleasure. You’ve pushed me to a place where I can’t truly feel pleasure without pleasing You.

Your style has addicted me to your power. You’ve created a realm where I’m dedicated and devoted to you Goddess. I desperately want to submit, obey and worship you. I’m in awe of being in the presence of such a strong, smart, beautiful Black Goddess. My greatest fear is disappointing you.

Thank you for giving me chance to experience your realm. For me, you are the best dominant I could ever imagine serving. I admire your determination to grow and learn. I would be honoured if you granted me the opportunity to grow and learn with you. 

“By the end of the first break session, I was already feeling blood was rushing to all of my extremities at once (when I get really hyperaroused or feel really good about where I am, I tend to get this warm feeling all over my entire body), but after enough of that I start to come down a bit, I think, and that's what was happening”

I’m sore today, but the pain I experienced last night was not as hard on me as I was on myself when I messed up Your order. I want to the be the perfect slave for You. 

Your skills are outstanding. What most profoundly separates You from any dominatrix I’ve experienced is the confident and uncompromising way You assume and wield power. And the energy, joy and passion You bring to every session. You are exceptional and extraordinary. As I said last night, I have no interest or desire to serve, worship and obey anyone but You. 

Thank you for a fun night! And for creating the space/permission to talk, connect, check in, build trust and open possibilities moving forward. I really appreciate that. Also, Thank you for the list.

Sounds was a fascinating experience. I felt like I was leaking 3 months of denial/self-discipline/devotion to your power. 

With the masks and straps over my ears, it was hard to understand everything you said. But I could feel, hear and smell your excitement. It grounded me; gave me the confidence to push through my fear. And thankfully, I realized what an amazing sensation you introduced to me.

I often feel you plotting the placement of your marks. I love making my body available as your canvass. And seeing the results. Your heart cups are a nice touch. I only wish you could examine your work the next day because I can feel how passionately you apply them

Having you rub the candle wax into me was such a wonderful reward.

Hanging upside down while You inflicted pain was a special experience as well. Having You mark your property is always a wonderful way to push me deeper into sub space. And it is an honour to have you use me for target practice.

You deserve a slave who makes You proud. Your high status and enables you to show off skills and power. I hope I can become that. I know my professional life places limits on what we can do, and I’m so grateful for how careful and thoughtful you are in respecting those boundaries. Please and thank you for opening negotiations on how we can play with those boundaries.

“When you had me scream in pain into your sacred temple you pushed me through a level of pain that I did not think I could handle. I could not have done that without your touch, your arousal, your body and smell. That entire session made me determined to do whatever it took to show you my dedication and devotion.” 

You seemed so thrilled about needles I wanted to push myself even though I have had a phobia since I was a kid. I also wanted to prove to myself I could do it and that I would truly do anything to make you happy. I did not realize I would feel how much you cared for me when I struggled. You solidified my trust in you because it was so clear that you wanted to make sure I was ok instead of going as far as you wanted.

“ I think it's worth saying again. I wasn't jealous of the attention you were giving the girl in the schoolgirl outfit…. I thought it was fun to watch. I wasn't jealous when you were talking to the girl beside us either… I thought I would be jealous, and part of me told me I should be jealous, but I just wasn't. The fear of inferiority will always be there, but I was able to overcome it this time”

Dancing through the pain of intense nipple torture: The perfect example of playful brutality. I was blown away by the way you combined pain, sexuality and playfulness in such a fun and compelling way. I decided to just go with it. And found a new, fun way to work through pain while making you laugh and clearly making clearly making you happy.

First time experiencing suspension - I felt both light and free and incredibly vulnerable and exposed. You blew my mind with the way You toyed and teased me. It was pure torture when you had me so aroused, asked me if I wanted to cum and laughed at my denial. It was a reminder that my pleasure is experienced in pleasing you

Your feet felt so amazing on my face. Soft and strong, I was so aroused and desperate to worship them. Your ability to control your feet, play with your socks and toy with my mouth felt amazing. I wish I could watch it. I would love to have the opportunity to worship and massage your amazing feet

The first time you asked me who owns you I had such an intense reaction to your question. I had an overwhelming desire to have you own me. 

“ When you marked me as your property I felt such a sense of relief and deep connection with you because I had such an irresistible desire to have you own me and was worried that you would not consider me worthy. “

“The first session when you guided my hand over your body I was so nervous and discombobulated. You grounded me, calmed me down and demonstrated that I could trust you by trusting me in that moment. That was the moment I knew I wanted to try another session with you so that I could walk into it with the right frame of mind.”

“You are very good at varying up the sensations you make me feel in an understated, seemingly unintentional way. A good example of this is when you were sitting in my lap and sometimes you'd lift up your braids and move them over my head to rest on my back, your bells jingling the whole time”

“ I've brought this up to you before, but you've been gently but forcibly pulling me into a world of actual sexual experiences and physical contact, and it's getting harder and harder to get interested by the "porn" I normally get off to…”